So glad it was a dream!

I had the weirdest dream last night. I had a dream that we lived in a different country in an apartment building. For some reason (and you know how weird dreams can get!) I was laying on the bed and I heard a BIG EXPLOSION and I got dizzy. I remember that prior to the explosion, Joe and Sofia were up and about in the house. In my dream I was kinda out of it, like I was barely conscious but all I could think of was, "SOFIA! OMG! My Baby!" So somehow all disoriented I managed to get up and look for her and saw her on the floor face down. OMGGGGG... my heart beats fast just remembering it. I remember that just brought me to. Next to her a few feet away was Joe laying face down. I was faced with a hard decision. Go to her or his aid. Obviously my Mommy instinct kicked in, I went straight for her in tears..! I got her and felt her limp little body in my arms and I swear I felt like my world had ended in that very moment. It's so crazy how dreams can make you remember these feelings. Like you actually did go through them. Anyway... so I felt her little limp body in my arms and my first instinct was to give her cpr! So I did and after a bit of rescue breathing, she gasped for air and OMG, instant relief! After that, my dream changed. And I don't remember much that makes sense after that. Bummer cause I wonder if I even bothered to rescue Joe? LOL I wonder why I dreamt that? I have no clue. I hate dreams like that. Augh. I think that dream will go down in the history book of "Ana's Worst Nightmares" for sure.