I read on some deployment support site for military wives about how in the very beginning of your husband being gone on deployment, you feel fine. Like nothing's changed. Like "Oh... It's fine...it's not that bad! I got this! I can do it! Pssssh!!!" But that there will be days when I will feel overwhelmed, tired of being alone, of dealing with everything on my own own... Missing him, period. I know that's going to happen... I've gotten used to Joe going on TDY's. For weeks at a time... but once the months pass.... I give it 2 at the most, I will break down. I know myself. And well... I'll just deal with it then. But today, I felt great. Happy. And I wanted to make sure and capture myself. I need to take more pics of myself. 10 years down the line, I'll hate myself for not taking more pics of myself... when I had less wrinkles! haha So here's some shots of me.
And can I just say how much I love the
Incredibooth app on my iTouch? It takes these amazing picture strips. I have so much fun with them. (ps. I added the color effect in photoshop... sorry! I had to make that clear before you think the app offers that effect)
Tonight: I'm watching "Hot Tub Time Machine" . I started watching it during our "Ruidoso, NM" get away but never finished it. Hilarious!
I get overwhelmed when my hubby leaves on business for a week. So I can't image 6 months. Hang in there and keep being creative!! xoxoxox
ReplyDeleteGosh Ana, I don't know how you do it. You are a great mom/wife I'm sure. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm available in case you wanna chat or just catch up. I still want to come out and visit just need to find a good deal and a time when it's good for you.
xox